Today, is just one of those days

Heavy in so many ways.

Thoughts are everywhere,

Into the abyss I stare.

No explanation,

No sensation.

Emotional for no reason,

Perhaps it’s just the season.

All the feelings of despair

Seems to layer without care.

Not wanting to talk

Not wanting to walk

Just lay in bed

Pillow under my head.

Don’t speak too loud to me

Or you will see

A rupturing volcano

My confusing feelings will show.

I guess I just need to figure out

What my silence is all about.

Is it something that bothers me,

I guess I will see.

There is not much my heart says,

It simply is just one of those days.