How conflicting it is to be extroverted
on the one side, but introverted
on the other side.
Apparently it is called ambiverted.

When I’m in a company, i dont mind
to chat about any topic i can find
My personality is mixed, combined
and to my weaknesses I am not blind.

If i could have my way, i would
stay in the house all day if i could
only mix with people if I should
If I am not invited, I’m good.

Sometimes I ask myself why
Because I am really not shy
I used to be outgoing on the fly
Perhaps social anxiety would apply.

Cause often I would say yes to the date,
and closer to it, get nervous, not go or be late
I guess if I keep going at this rate,
Then being an outspoken introvert is my fate.